四季变换

My dad came to United States several days before and I went to Portland to meet him up.
We spent 2 days together. That was the first time we meet with each other in United States. We did have a very good time here. So I just want to record something.
I got to Portland in the afternoon on Nov.18th, 2009. My dad, Gao, John came to the airport and pick me up. We then go to the Outlets to meet other people.
Two of my dad's co-works fly to LA and will fly back to Shanghai on 19th. So they were joking that 'before we fly back, we get chance to see you, Rebecca'
The rest of us went to see a NBA game on 18th night. It was between Portland Trail Blazers and Detroit. Did anyone of you see that game? I was sitting right next to the entrance to the locker room of the Detroit team. hahaha!
We went to shopping on 19th. Lily bought a lot of good things! Good for her!
On 20th, we went to a Dam.( can't spell the name) I saw several Salmon fish there. Also there are some big falls there. It was so pretty. But it was raining heavily, so we didn't enjoy it very well.....
Very early in the morning on 21st, my dad left for the hotel and got to the airport to get on the plane to LA.
So two days spent like this... It was too short for us. And that makes me even miss my mom and Shanghai more.
I'd have to go back to Shanghai this Christmas!! That's what on my mind now only.
My dad seemed miss me a lot. So maybe I made a wrong decision to study in United States? Sometimes I would also think about this question. But can't get an answer. Still confused about what I really want.
It's kind of weird that I didn't even think about this for the first time I came to United States. But now, sometimes I just want to fly back to Shanghai and don't want to study here. I'm done for school... : (
I know it's not a positive thought. But sometimes I just can't help thinking like this. I hate myself like this.I need to cheer-up!